Joanne.
TWENTY TWO.
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okay..it has been realli long since i wrote my blog...hmm..well..firstly kuz my com has been down..has some kinda spyware virus..dumb..secondly kuz i have been sick!had throat infection and lost my voice!!!so painful man..aaargh! n thirdly kuz i wasnt realli in the mood too.well..mid-years are finally over..but guess what man..44 freaking days to promos!!!!!!..(according to akira)..haha..minus the holidaes , weekends n stuff..man..im so damn worried..no one has any idea..im like ssooooooooo worried..its like..im so damn disappointed with my DAMN 3F!! I neva had like that before sia..you noe wad i feel ..like..there are some pple tht i noe..who actually study like so last minute maybe a week before the exams..and manage to pass everything!n yet me..joanne..who study like soo much..like some freaking nerd..study hard..do so badly..u noe wads the best part..for the first time in june i actually opened my physics notes..n studied like hell..liyana really helped me sooo much..its like i was hopeless in physics..but she started teaching me..even on the dae before the exam..she came over and we studied till ten at nite..and like although i gt an F..all the qns she tot me..i gt perfectly correct..the forces..dc circuit etc..all kuz of her..so im realli greatful..thnx babe..k..n my maths..tht one i kinda blanked out in the middle..like..the first page i did..than the second page i panicked..n than..bam!over..ya..n the most painful..chem..sigh..u noe..i studied like HELL..fer chem..n i get a damn F..its like..i do my tys qns..i can do..than during class time..i can do..than when exam F ah..like wad the..i realli wanted to do well fer chem..its like..chem..sigh..CHEM!
i just came home n my mum n me did my bedsheet together..she was like saying in a laughing manner to my dad.."see lah ur daughter..duno how to put bedsheets all"..haha..actualli i knoe ah but i just came bk was so tired..so i was doin everything in slow mo..haha..than she was like.."i cnt see ms lee on fri..i gt a function..so daddy will go see her when he can k"..so i was like okay anything..than she was like..see lah how slow you are next time you gna marry a rich husband ah?than i said..no ah..wad next time?im not getting married...or else ill get a servant..than she sae..yaya..servant..with 3 F..YOU WILL BE THE SERVANT..haha..i was like laughing la kuz she said it in a joking manner..than she said seriously ah..you better get promoted ah joanne..im so scared u noe..i was like..why u scared..dun make me scared..i will make it i promise.when i got in n(a)..everyone in my family tot..orh..joanne cannot make it la..will end up like her bros..one stop schooling..the other..work..when i heard tht in sec one while evsdropping on my aunts conversation.. haha..i was like..hell no!im gna prove them wrong..in the end..frm sec one to five..i always gt top five or top ten.n i made it fer my olevels..so..with that..im gna prove to my mum tht im gna make it.. im doing this for them..for a better life..i noe their life now is allrite..but i dun want them to wryy about money..or expenses..so im gna pay..with tht i gta study wad...hai..i noe she doesnt have enough money to send me overseas..so..im gna study n send them overseas instead...dun see me as a gurl full of worries..with all this worries..it will only make me mre determined..i am my own motivation..guess what..i just came across something sent to me.."im an explorer with magic on my face. I learn my life thru experience and it's my best teacher."..hmmm...WATCH ME!!
=peace out=