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hmm..havent been updating..have been a lil lazy n not in da mood lately..din do much on wed..hon came over..we just watch hindi show..tok..eat n slack..yea..than thursdae she was like super sick..so i stayed home ..she rested at hm while i lazed arnd at my home...i literally slept the whole dae on my couch..watched television n just eat..din have ani motivation..was thinking abt lotsa stuff actually..yea..n nan was very sick too..she had like high fever..39.5 or something..get well soon yea gurl..
yes..todae..hmm..went to sch in da morning fer netball training..supose to start at 830 but we ended up starting at 9..i made hon sad n all la..kuz i was like being mean to her..but i apologised..sometimes im an ass la..my temper so bad..haiz..niwae training was so fun..trained a while..than we played street netball..n than netball..so fun..thn we toked stories..bonded as a grp la..oh grace fell n sprained her ankle..so poor thing..it swelled..hp shes feeling better..after tht amanda was waiting in the canteen..we supose to tok ah..so we toked..it tk her like super long b4 she remberd wad she wna tell me..but i think she just find it diff ah to sae sometimes..yea but we toked..n we went to the shop behind sch..forgt the name already la..haha..we bot chocos!!i bot mamee too for hon..haha.yea..thn we toked somemre on the wae bk..n in the canteen..as i was abt to leave to go hm..we arm wrestled..haha..n i fnd out tht my left arm is stronger thn my right arm..cool huh!yea..
so headed hm..rushed..gt ready n met millie first..thn we were super hungry..so we ate pasta mania..i ate arrabiatta..so yummy!yepz..thn we went to woodlands lib to study..we did maths ah..differenciation..thn liyana came..with her hat all..haha..thn xiao came n we din even noe she was coming!haha..yea..so we studied..thn at 9pm..we went to eat mac..not my fav..yea..i just came hm ah..so tired..
my joints have been giving me lotsa problems lately..my elbow..arms..knee legs n ankle..its so painful sometimes its just so hard to sleep..i keep tearing at night..in pain.god i hope i dun have arthiritis..i think i might have noe..its really bad..fer a month already..its so bad tht just nw i limp home all the wae..hai..to da doc tmrw ah..
yea..fell like shit this few weeks ah..not onli the lc thing ah..onli certain pple noe abt this ah..yea..shall nt go into details..but yea..
i feel like im drowning..like so deep..im struggling to find a way out..but everytime i do,i end up falling back in again..this time the only way out is thru tht tiny bubble..but how cn i force myself to push thru it?im nt strong enuf..i cnt hold my breath as long as i used to..is there any way out?