Joanne.
TWENTY TWO.
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I think this month sure sucks as hell..man..so many things are just going so wrong for the group of us.im depressed..akira is like upset..thush n i are facing a little something ourselves..saha..should be as well...kum is depressed abt G..n her bez fren n teewee..lays is depressed..teewee is depressed..liyana is depressed..wad the hell man!!!!i feel so like empty now!i cnt even concentrate on my work..
abt me..well..i still think abt it everynight..cry everynight kuz i keep remembering wad he said.."lets just end it"somehow i think i noe wad he means by tht..he like..doesnt wana hurt me animore..kuz im always hurt by him n all..and hes just tired abt everything..its better fer him than..i realli dunoe anymore la..i noe by now i shld be like getting over it..but i cnt..i really cnt..maybe kuz i still do care..u noe..i noe im not that kind who shows my emotions so openly..honestly im shy..thts the truth..but well guess some pple just dun see that..i guess im not fit to be in anything..lt alone be in any relationship..so thts why id rather just date n all..thn like let nature take itz course..u noe..mayb silently get into a relationship without even noeing i am in one tht kinda thing???sigh i really have no idea..
niwae mondae n tuesdae nothing much..went sch n all..till now havent study..bummer*hmm..yesterdae went to eat dinner with liyana thush shiva akira anders..burger king..came hm late..akira had stuff to settle..poor guy..sigh..hes like being so nice abt it..at the same time he looks hurt..n betrayed..n FUCKED UP!yea..todae lays called me in the aftern crying her eyes out..poor gurl..i forced her to come over..i cnt stand to see my frens like tht in tht state..she came ...at the same time i msg teewee to come over as well..he did..we toked in the kitchen awhile..he was tearing..i understand hw he feels la..but i noe he shouldnt tok to kum so rudely la..thn he talked to lays in my tv rm fer soo long..but thn i think things are still not right yet..he cried on my shoulders when he left..i felt so sad..at the same time i tld him to come to me if anything..yea..im helping others so much..i myself am in a dilemna..how great huh..
well..akira is soo nice.hes helping me with my blogskin now..yipee!!
=peace out=